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• 1 Ali // Dec 22, 2014 at 5:35 am

  she was busy. She was really busy coz she is very seroius in her studies. I was always finding some time to ask her out and I want to tell her that I like her, but it seems there was no chance, that’s why I gave her some of the poems that I made just to express that I like her. She send me a note that she was confused. She told the other guy that they should not meet each other because she was busy in her studies, but apparently that guy misunderstood the word, giving a space and was hurt and so a year later he found a new girl. She was hurt and her friends contacted me. At first I thought that she missed me. But later her friends told me that they contacted me cause she kept on crying about the other guy but she said to them that I had a big chance for her. It is such a long story to continue but I’ll just get to the last part I asked her out but sometimes she was busy but I get to managed to fetch her at school after my work. We never had a real date coz she was striving hard for her studies, especially one of her teacher at that time gave her a low grade which upset her much. I kept on telling her that I can wait for her and our real date when she finishes college. Then she told me that she only wants me as a friend and she still kept on dreaming on the other guy. I was hurt, I kept on asking her for another chance until she got annoyed but I gave her a space. she found a boyfriend but everytime she finds one, its like their relationship wouldn’t last forever. I keep on contacting her still everytime she loses a boyfriend. She was still warm but then came a time that she told me that I was the reason why the first guy that she loved left her. I was really her and inspite of what she told about me. It seems like she doesn’t know me much and I keep on showing her that I’m not that guy, I never did do anything to let that first guy she had loved go away from her. All I did was to proved to her that I loved her also. I had given her and showed her several times that I loved her. The memorable ones where during her 18th birthday and she was so happy about the flowers that I gave and even put the petals on a notebook and when I gave her a big calendar poster of her sitting on a garden of flowers that I made on photoshop. What was it to cause her to hate me so much? I was faithful to her. The last time I saw her was she introduced me to her new boyfriend but several months later they broke up. She is graduating from college this year. I had expressed my love for her for over 3 years and I do still love her now. I kept on dating many girls just to make her free from me coz perhaps she was suffering because of me but none of the girls that I date could defy her. When she was around, life was like a heaven to reach. Will still be another chance for me on her? It seems like she still can’t find the best man and I still can’t find the best girl. How can I win her back and bring back her trust? How can I let her know that my love was for real? She always think of my love as an obsession or all that I want for her was sex which is really not. How can I clean my name from her? Please help me.

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